Choosing to loop myself as a way of escaping/discovering myself.
Not wanting to change the tone created by being in this cupboard but I
am only looking in one direction for the whole time. The music I find myself
listening to is a small music file on my computer, it lasts for 30 seconds
but before it feels like it is going to change it restarts. Now this is
not a metaphor but a means. I find that being in this cupboard for some
time I am able to listen such things for a long time. Like a CD skipping
back to the start of song whilst you are busy working. My mind is working
this way. I am sitting in a cupboard and retreading all the footsteps I
make in here. Not that many I assure you. And when I slow in my thoughts
I look up to see a blank ceiling and then I look down to this screen. The
same section of music all over again makes you go with it. And that is
what I think I am doing in this cupboard.